It's been so long since I wrote on this blog, like all my other blogs it went unnoticed for too long. I guess my life was very unsettled for a while, and I didn't feel 'in the zone' as I once did.

But things are a little settled now. I feel like I can begin again.

So much has changed since April, it's not even funny. We moved across the country, Farhan got a job, we semi-closed our business, a close family friend died, Farhan's mom has been here, we were faced with a lawsuit, settled the lawsuit, my sister got a job and so much more. I guess this is partly why I didn't feel like writing.

On a more personal note, I've been dieting and I've lost 20 pounds. I am proud of myself for loosing that much, but the truth is that I need to loose 20 more. I've been doing Weight Watchers and it really does work. The weekends, when Farhan is home, are harder, I tend to splurge a bit on those days. I like to have drinks with him on the weekend, and boy do those add up quickly! But during the week I am pretty good about not going over my daily allotment of points.

Dieting is hard, very hard. But I feel accomplished that I've been able to loose 20 lbs. I'm kind of at a plateau though, I haven't lost any in a week or so. I need to be exercising, and cooking Weight Watchers meals every night. But with Farhan's mom here, she likes to cook and what she cooks is very oily and fatty. It's very challenging to stay on the diet with the food that she cooks.

But I will preservere, I would like to loose at least 20 lbs more. That weight I would feel much more comfortable with.